sky high.

Sunshine after rain.

Fri, 01 Jan 2010 08:57:20 GMT

i am never good with resolutions, never try having it either. my plan will always go with visual imagination on what i aim to strive. do it or die not doing. 2009 has been biter bitter sweet (note the extra bitter) but am not bitter about it, haha, if you get what i mean.
things started to look up obviously, better than anything i could ask for. i think of all, i am glad i made time to catch things up with alot of people, the ncc girls met, i called up a buddy from lasalle and we met, i shared more of me as a person with a collegue (whom i trust alot).
while for the close friends, we're still here, getting closer, meeting up occasionally - one of my wish was to at least meet up with them before 2010 and i'm glad i did just that :)

look up now, look up to what i aim for. 2010, please dont fail on me.
back to packing, turrah!

i got a new pair of jeans that FIT!

Fri, 11 Dec 2009 09:52:31 GMT

i foresee that i am going to have a problem with economics. like seriously, it is so confusing and it's only the first day of lesson. i cant stop complaining to nazri about it, i'd rather do IT maths :(
journey to school is quite torturous (40mins journey and rough it up with all the morning rushing crowd) but yay to me, ive been on time for this whole wk,hahah! sekolah jauh jauh boleh on time, sekolah dekat dekat asik lambat (hopefully this lasts all term) -_-
well, you cant expect me to make my parent's 6k gone just like that do you? so far, all has been good, but i guess as you get older, you know what you aim for and strive for it.
oh and one of the guy commented why am i too quiet, even said that i'm anti social. hahah! i always get that as a first impression. but well, get to know one, to know one ;)

ps. i might consider moving to tumblr soon. dont think many read this space either.

turrah!

city of love.

Thu, 03 Dec 2009 09:36:59 GMT

this morning i woke up to a text msg from my mum that said "ok you can pack yr luggage now" so, it is confirmed, a day after we usher in the new year we'll be flying off to paris again. hope the weather wouldnt be as cold - which i think is not possible. time to look for a new boot or bootie! :D
but first i need to adjust my sleeping time again or i'll be screwed for next monday!

slow down, life.

Sun, 29 Nov 2009 14:59:30 GMT

my face looks horrible, peeling skin yucksss! and i shitted five times today, i heard the rest of my relatives had it too. once, i was taking a dump, a girl just barged in. too weak to close the door back, i kicked the door with the help of my leg, hahah! sorry. just pop a panadol, feeling much better now with cold sweats all over my back.
my pay is in and i need to get a bag and a pair of jeans (maybe i should get a pair from supre and get my aunt to send it over), school is starting in exactly a week's time. new people, new environment etc, so excited but scary too.
oh, chances are, i heard paris is calling my name again end of this year (might not be here for new year, bleah)

i think i am having this "after bali syndrome" i kept thinking about what we are doing currently if we're at bali, its so funny that it even got to a point i even remembered that i was taking a shower at a certain time. haiz, i miss the freedom of taking cabs every now and then, shop like as if i am so rich like that when i am not, be around the close people and laugh and be merry.

my version of paradise.

Thu, 26 Nov 2009 16:56:58 GMT

this time i see bali in a very different way. i got to see the other side of life, the beauty of nature, did white water rafting, cant help feeling heartbroken looking at most kids asking for money and run for life once they caught a glimpse of a patrol car, there was a personal experience with a beautiful girl - she tucked nazri's hand and shirt to convince him buy a wristlet from her, i wish i could bring her home with me.

i do not need any fancy place to make me happy, bali is my version of escape. but who am i kidding, it will never be possible without my favourite people.
now, i need a bottle of aloe vera gel!

i just wanna be happy.

Thu, 12 Nov 2009 06:58:52 GMT

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
Cause I'm just trying to be happy, yeah
Just wanna be happy, yeah

one day, im going to look back and be very proud of myself. and that, is a promise i made to myself.

till after Bali, turrah.

favourites!

Wed, 04 Nov 2009 17:04:26 GMT

i fell in love with supre's new site. my heart stopped knowing a dress i like is only at 10bucks. should i or should i not? maybe i should. but i hate waiting for shipment, by that time i will receive a notification saying "sorry but your size is unavailable. will do a refund blablabla"
since i am on a take a chill pill mood for today, i decided to watch the re run of the city and the hills, and look through their current visuals - never get bored of watching and looking at them.

some of my favourites:

lovelovelove watching them! i dont know bout you, but i think nurulaini look a little bit like audrina (maybe the malay version of audrina ah)

Twentyfirst@Conrad.

Sat, 24 Oct 2009 06:30:12 GMT

A celebration for the girl who is, the total opposite of me. she likes anything fancy and heavy, anything goes, party hard, happy day all day, glitters, heels and glamour. but no doubt, she is the same girl whom i will call at 2am to whine and complaint about life - we are different, but she knows me best. i was caught up with fever and flu (the worst ive ever had, but thank you nazri for taking care of me) but i know i had to be there for the birthday girl.

happy twentyfirst bitch, may you see happy things in your life now, because it is, just infront of you.
i love you.

Tue, 20 Oct 2009 05:53:26 GMT

the group is definitely getting smaller due to ns, work, personal life etc. luckily there's matin to enhance the atmosphere, if you all have not already know, i love kids, ill cater to all their whims and fancies. so my job for the day consist of giving him baby talks to get his attention away so that he didnt have to witness his uncle smokes -_-

Christmas training at Equinox next week! can barely wait! cranberrycranberrycranberry you have been making me smell so good, all december :D
oh was it me or everyone seems to be moving to tumblr and onsugar?

syawal o-nine.

Mon, 21 Sep 2009 02:12:49 GMT

same 'ol same 'ol thing. but i got to admit, i have always like the morning of first syawal, it just feels special and different. as it turns out, i am still collecting them green packets! i take it that maybe i look young la eh. shaqeel called and informed me how jealous he was coz i told him his favourite dish, sambal sotong is power than ever (made by my nenek)
and my siblings and i will always end up feeling sleepy, like super sleepy at the same house every damn year. some things never change.
so how was your first of syawal? i bet it is as colourful :)

have fun and keep eating!

One of those nights.

Thu, 13 Aug 2009 16:17:49 GMT

the only way to belong; is to act like you belong

Putri Azleeya

Thu, 16 Jul 2009 16:23:34 GMT

and so ive heard that you enjoy putting our names in all of your nursery rhymes?
Happy three princess!

L.A Candy

Wed, 15 Jul 2009 15:50:28 GMT

maybe this will make me a happy 21 year old : ) just curious,is it out yet in our sunny city?

TGIF!

Sat, 27 Jun 2009 08:22:54 GMT

hmm, cockles all for me!

what more better way to start of the weekends with the super elated parents and a shopping spree. i've personally love fridays, it is my self proclaimed weekend. in addition to that, happy growing old brutha'!

human in general.

Thu, 11 Jun 2009 05:07:25 GMT

human in general, make mistake and learnt from it.
human in general, learnt from the mistake and make the best out of their life - gets everything that they have been aiming for.
human in general, get their life back on track, enjoy their moment of rising.
human in general, they forgets when they are on top of their world. but once they fall hard, again, they then realize they were once from the bottom too.
and the cycle repeats.

Mon, 25 May 2009 15:30:57 GMT

i do not get malays going to a malay wedding wearing a sleeveless short dress. do they even know the word respect? call me conservative or not up to date but whatever happens to tradition?

Heyho.

Sat, 16 May 2009 05:24:29 GMT

this place feels so clean and fresh. something that i am familiar with.
was previously mixpalette.